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Mon, 17 Sep 2007 02:28:34 GMT

has anyone else noticed how much better life was like 3 years ago?

Mon, 27 Aug 2007 01:26:58 GMT

i love being home its really great..everyone is so pleasant and fun to be around. im glad everyone is so happy and nice to each other..its fucking fantastic.

this is why im going to move to some foreign country

when people corner you and start throwing just hillarious comments in your face out of nowhere about how you've ruined someones life and your so horrible because of it. it feels really great and its completely irrational for me to get upset about it. i was totally out of line to get upset about it
IM just being a dumb bitch

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 13:39:51 GMT

i got home yesterday
with bronchitis and red hair!
woooo!

i made sure not to go to bed until like 11 last night..so alyssa,mik aND ginger helped keep me awake as long as they could but the second they went out on the balcony for a smoke i passed out.
that was at like 11:30 witch was like 8:30 am for me..and now i'm awake at 6 am witch is like 3 pm for me...i thought i could put myself back on schedule but i guess its gonna be a little harder than i thought because i cant make myself fall back asleep .
so i'm like deathly ill and my throaght wont stop swelling up and whenever i try to swallow a pill or something it wont go down...it hurts a lot.
aaand i start school on monday! i'm very excited.
i'm going to have an end of the summer party on saturday night (if i'm better by then)
and i think you should all be there

i didnt want to come home but ive realized how amazing my REAL bed is and my bathtub! and blowdryer and my tv and watching movies and playing mario and listening to the raveonettes .
and not having to wake up in a few days at the crack of dawn to pack up allof my shit and lug it the the train station. as much as i absolutely loved traveling and im going to do it again one day...maybe even forlonger...home is pretty great too.

Thu, 09 Aug 2007 23:16:34 GMT

i love france.
'sangria is fantastic.
i dont want to go home

im moving here

bye everyone

Fri, 03 Aug 2007 17:31:38 GMT

i have to do this in 45 seconds my times running out!!
iim in florence...gelato is amazing im going to the coast of france tonight, ill be there tomorrow ion a nude beach..wooo!

Wed, 04 Jul 2007 21:26:16 GMT

today is the day of independance.

stevens having a bbq so alyssa and have decided to make cosmopolitans bec ause she's miranda and im carrie...except mikki thinks im samantha, but carrie is alot cooler.

weve been watching a whole lot of sex and the city lately.

im leaving in less than a week!!!!
ahhhhhh!!

take my breath aaawaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.........

Sat, 30 Jun 2007 20:37:46 GMT

we saw berlin last night!! it was grreat.
terri nunn touched my hand.
shes like super hot.

the caves were fun the other day...picnicing with our healthy subway and stick of control and nut handler of doooom

we saw some fun stuff. like dogs, and deer and bunnies and old men and horses and the venturers. and frozen yoghurt!!!!!!!!

i had a dream that there was this cheese coming out of my head and i was so hungry that i was eating it and it was making me really sick but i was eating it anyway.
i really really need groceries....this is getting ridiculous. im really really hungry all of the time, but im usually to lazy to leave the house to go get food so i just starve until someone either picks me up or alyssa comes home and decides we should go eat.

and my mom is pissing me off

Sat, 30 Jun 2007 03:57:11 GMT

i feel better.

i barely even care now

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 20:18:17 GMT

when i dont answer the phone i get atleast 5 calls back, like he gives a shit or something.
we still havent talked . when he calls i like not answering because it seems to piss him off. today he left a message asking whos number this was...thats fucking stupid.
his very convenient spells of memory loss amaze me.

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 17:56:19 GMT

i wish that i was clever enough not to get close to liars.
i wish people had the decency not to do EXACTLY what they know will hurt someone they are supposed to give a shit about.
its not somethings thats going to wreck me, but it is something that fucking pisses me off a whole hell of alot. it pisses me off enough to cut them off.

Mon, 25 Jun 2007 00:57:41 GMT

i love sarah!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 21 Jun 2007 06:03:32 GMT

mikki left today
we are all very very sad.
especially me.
ehhhhhhhhhhhhhh
very sad.

i had a really really annoying day.
i got a jaywalking ticket and told off the cop.
officer rynski....i hate him, always have.

i just beat steven at street fighter...YEAH!
its another super nintendo battle night. zack, steven and magic are here
tomorrow is graduation!!!

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 17:51:11 GMT

party last night was good. except a few people didnt show up, or call
like zack who forgot, even though i called him about it atleast twice
and chez
and afew others.
whatever, less people to clean up after.
i havent even cleaned yet.
blahhhhhhh

so this guy that came over once,wouldnt stop calling me after and eventually he stopped but he called me at like 4 this morning and left me a really fucking creepy message.
ahhhhh

Sat, 16 Jun 2007 22:19:18 GMT

nicole is having the best week ever!!!!!!

were all jelous.

yesterday was the final day of highschool.
it feels pretty surreal and great
im going to miss this one teacher i had all four years. she is one of the people that i can say saved my life back when i was really wreckless
i probably wouldnt be graduating if it wasnt for her.

im cleaning the apartment like a madman. were having a get together for nicole's big 18!
i have to go whip up some sort of fabulous cake and i dont know if my oven is ok, i havent tryed it yet.

errrr

well have a nice SUMMER-Y day!

Wed, 06 Jun 2007 00:49:08 GMT

today was unbelievably shitty.
i apparently broke one of bills computers
i failed my driving test again.
my dad flipped out on me again.
being called stupid feels like shit.
atleast im watching fried green tomoatos. i forgot how much i love that movie.

Sat, 19 May 2007 07:14:46 GMT

passed up spice world for a night at home watching strangers with candy.
im tired..blaggggghhhhh......
prom tomorrow night!!!!!!!!!!! goin with the girls, thatl be fun!
getting up early for some primping with honey.
gettin man/peds and our hair did
were so cool.
tomrrow will be good and so will monday! wooooo!

Wed, 16 May 2007 02:18:13 GMT

sometimes i wish my father didnt give a shit and didnt do me any favors so that he couldnt hold them agaist me when my opinions differ from his.

so that maybe one day i could stand my ground and not give in to his fucked up idea of whats right and wrong

surreal

Wed, 09 May 2007 03:30:15 GMT

i decided enough is enough and went to the gym today.
my dad agreed to give me a ride home and as we were driving on the ten and coming up alittle before overland and saw all of the smoke from griffith park in the sky. when we passed some trees i realized that i could clearly see the actual flames.
my lack of television and lack of time to read the paper prevents me from knowing whats going on in the world.
i didnt even know about the fire until my mom mentioned it earlyer, and i had no idea how serious it was.
i could see gigantic fucking flames from the ten freeway.

it was really insane.

anway, i smell like gross and sweat and my dad's dog from the car ride.
therefore i must go bathe.

p.s. i decided to end my livejournal hiatus

Fri, 04 May 2007 04:47:41 GMT

im in a medicated haze.

im getting pretty sick of sitting here and watching the same movies over and over but not having enough energy to get up and do any work.
i feel fine, i guess. better than afew days ago. i feel like i could actually function, if i tried to.

all i know for sure is i need a fucking smoke

rule #8: no death by sledgehammer

Sun, 25 Mar 2007 02:43:13 GMT

ohhhh im a very confused girl today

i need to do my roots and freshen up.

i was a loner today..i rode my bike for a really long time and tried to do some erands that didnt work out .

last night was fun. alot of quitting my job, and whiskey and santa sangre and breaking into an abandoned building

other than that,

what the hell

i dont know...

my current problems are aggrivating and all too farmiliar

Thu, 22 Mar 2007 02:04:09 GMT

whaaat the fuuuuuuck.???

why is life so stressful.??? i never get to sleep, OR do my homework.
last week was insane, but this week is worse.
monday was fine and normal, except i got all pissed at work and desided to try to get back a position at forever 21. im hating work more and more every day.
especially when few people care enough to cover my shift when i have too much on my plate, only lauren who was woderful enough to do it last night. but others who act like theyre on my side and then blame me for things and then they realize how stupid that is to say something like that and then they took it back. im fucking done with that place.
i think im going to quit tonight

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 07:04:15 GMT

Sun, 11 Feb 2007 00:44:44 GMT

today i woke up , went to the gym, went out to breakfast with my dad, had a wonderful omlette at the omlette parlor, went grocery shopping, came home, cleaned alot. im trying to fix the stench of my house before my mother comes home on the 25th.

now im relaxing finally, trying to think of something fabulous to wear tonight, and what to do with the hair.\

yes yes

fun

rest in peace anna nicole smith!

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 03:30:09 GMT

WE'RE GOING TO EUROPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 09:13:38 GMT

today was soooo draining.
2nd and 3rd period were both spend frantically writing for my english final, 4th , 5th and lunch were spent frantically typing for my english final, and 3:30 to 9:30 was spent at school, editing my digital video final.
nonstop day. i couldnt bare to work on econ homework or AP art final. that can be tomorrow, or something...arrrrrgh

my left eye feels funny. its annoying me alot. i think im smoking to much. looking throught my bag for a cigerette today i pulled out three empty packs before i got to my half smoked pack.
and there are more empty packs all over my room, and living room table.

jeez, im a tad bit disgusting.

friday night was so much fun, except i got far too drunk and had the hangover of the century the next day...and i mean it was BAD. but me and ashton went to TGI Fridays and that made it alottle better, and we saw stranger than fiction and it was great.

im tired